Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in shang_deviant's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
10:28 pm	I havent writen shit in this thing for a while...I felt the need to blab some shit...im listening to Eric Bogel..fucking amazing scottish/Astralian folk acoustic, smoking a koint and drinkin gsom esomerset cider..I love this music it...reminds me of growing up and propper chills me out. Had an amazing weekend. Suspension was propper cool and met loads of sound people. I think I was one of the only non self harmer there though..but then I kinda am..I just dont but myself..I go get pointless piercng I dont need. I love it.. it makes me feel so good..so free,relaxed,fulfiled and satisfied. Its always been such a good escape for me from everything. Im feeling a bit lonly at the moment, I propper want a bird. Its shit, im sick of being single, and theres not even any chicks that im interested in..the good ones are always taken. Then its always nice to see your ex saying she loves her new boyfriend! That really makes it better. Arg I well thought I was over that shit..well I think I am..I just need something to move onto. I really dont liek the person shes become anyway..shes lost everything I liked about her. I did get the jewellery for my new lip piercings though...my poor mums gonna be so let down..fuck it eh..sometimes you just have to do shit. Im gonna get so many when I go back to my piercer anway. Its time t build on the Genital collection again...its not like theres any chicks in the picture to scare off with them anyway! Arg I propper want some more scars..im so into scars at the moment. I really want some work done by this french guy whos just fuckin incredible. Im gonna mail him and try sort out an appointment with him..wherever I have to travel! I speak pritty fluent french..maybe a trip to france is what I need! Im all about the best so im not gonna settle for another artist..I want this one! Im might try get him to do a guest in Ashanti..me and dave have talked about it..then he can teach me to make scars and do implants :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
6:30 pm	Mmmm just been shopping! I fuckin love food, I swear food shopping is like one of the best things ever! I brought loads of good food, asda reassured me that their chickens had been weel treated so I brought a roast chicken. Ive been more concerned about animals recently. I still fully believe in eating meat and dont believe that will ever change, but I dunno I just hate how people can be such basterd to animals for cheap food. I got some Boursin...Life if all about cheese...if you didnt know that...then maybe you should get out more...preferably to places that sell good cheese! For pritty much the first time I didnt get ID'ed, asda's like the only place! Probally cos I act like a prick in the supermarket and run along riding on my trolly and making choo choo trains with other people...hmm yeah could be it, you never know! Well im cooking roasted gammon tonight, with roast potatoes, sugar snap beans, brocolli and carrot.mmmmm. I also brought lots of nuts, Im quite into nuts at the moment, I got cashewwwwwws and pistachio's! Ive been working on this design today..ok so not for uni but shhhh...its this scene of these two fit lesbians with loads of tattoes and shit and ones licking the other up the neck! Propper fit loike...if only they were real haha. Its a bit different form my usal style of design, but im feeling really inspired by this artist at the moment, so decided to try somthing new. Its got a fair bit more work needed on the rough, then ill outline it and im gonna try doing the colouring and rendering in photoshop. Over and out. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
9:38 pm	Good weekend man. Friday Kezzer arrived, we went to mine had some beer and some BBQ, then we went to the pub to meet Emma and Tom. Me and kezzer had some propper hardcore convos, just about everything, was well nice to catch up. We were in a soons and so I decided id spash out and try magner as im always to cheap to buy it. Its well good, I suppose proof is in the fact that Im currently drinking a 1Litre bottle. Yeah so then tom arrived shotrly folled by Emma. We did the pub thing then went back to mine for a bit drunk some beer and then went to alice's and had a smoke. Kezzer was fucked passed out on the floor and started snoreing, I was spinning like fuck. Left, tom went home and me Emma and Kez went back to mine. Kezzer fell asleep, me and Emma chatted for a bit then followed suit. Saturday did breakfast shit, then Kez wanted to go to oxford street shopping. Remembered how not into trendy clothes shopping I was, got bored, then we went to Surbiton and had a meal in a pub, drank went picked up flyers. Went to the gig early, did some hardcore flyering for my gig and my band. Saw this bird I was mates like when I was like 13...wish I hadnt moment. Gig was fuckin awesome, me and kez were both fuckin knackered from the night before. I still managed to dance my ass off to the mighty capdown tho. I got clobbered in the balls in the pit...my piercings weren't appreciative. Met Clem who I used to work with outside...was well nice I propper miss working with him he's such a decent guy. He had some well nice new wood carved tunnels, looked well nice in his 53mm's. Went home passed out. Woke up said bye to kez at the station and went to work Camden. Started off the day with a new piercer who was trying out for a job, showing her the ropes. She was shit, she got a 'we'll call you" by 3o'clock. Stupidly busy after that, did so many piercings...I had no clean tools left and no time to steralise, had to nick some from the other studio. Had a stupid bird having her nose pierced who kept sqirming and made me loose the connection with her jewellery. Stupid bint. So and to re connect it. Today was super quiet, I did like 1 piercing. Was nice tho gave me time get the studio in order. Ordered some well fit black gloves to pierce with. I made frineds with this well sound american guy getting tattooed..yes thats right I made friends with an american! Collected loads of monies..brought lots of cider. Had a chat with the other punks down camden then went to my mates for a smoke before coming home eating some shit and typing crap on this thing. Im gonna go watch prison break now cos it better than life. You suck. (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 4th, 2006
8:27 pm	Aint written any shit in this thing for a while. Started learning web design today. My mates a computer technician at my Uni so hes been showing me some stuff but ive mostly been following tutorials, trying to teach myself. I wanted to lean stuff myslef cos...well I like to know stuff, plus I wanna be able to maintaine and run the website by myself. Its pritty hard, but im starting to get to grips with things, got the first two pages done today. I spent a lot of time working on graphic banners and stuff for it, and looking at the layouts of other clothing websites. Went to Croyden for band practise, but had to call it off because only me and Jack could make it in the end. Wank, I well wanted to make some noise. Me and Jack jammed for a bit, then I got the train back. Back working in the studio on Sunday and Monday! Cant wait, i have serious piercing withdrawal symptoms, plus I well need the cash. Suspention show is Guernsey is off, I havent be able to get hold of Dave to find out what the reasons were for cancelling at that end. But he sent me a text saying that we'd do it next year and make it bigger and better. Im a bit bummed, but I still get a weekend of suspention next month so its all good. I propper cant wait for that, I think if I was to have a list of things that I wanted to do in my life, suspention would be pritty high up on it. I think im gonna feel much more complete as a person after doing it, like feel really satisfied. I think things like that affect your life and your mannerisms, like climbing a fuckin mountain or summat, it almost changes the way you look at life and gives you this sort of subdued confidence. I dunno, I just find it amazing what you can do with your mind how I can distance myself and control pain and shit. Im feeling pritty deep tonight, I really wanna have a deep indepth convosation with someone right now just about life or whatever. Fuckin hell, im not even stoned yet. Well I might do a bit more web design now, then maybe go to sophia's and kick back for a bit. Over and out. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 29th, 2006
11:30 am	Yesturday was wank. I was in a propper shit mood all day. Finally got through to the cunts at work. Glad I didnt send the abusive message in the end...turned out the guy was in Germany. But yeah I really like really wanted to work this weekend. I miss piercing so bad, it been like 4weeks! And they have got some shitty new piercer in so they are trying to cut my hours down and make me more of a reserve piercer working peoples days off then a part timer! CUNTS! He attepted to make me feel better, was like 'Its because you cant work full time, if you could work full time I put you in straight away and sack these other guys cos you the best piercer we've ever had' Thhh nice try boyo but im still angry! I propper need the money. I wanna place this embroidery order and I need to pay for the digitising of the design upfront. Plus I need to pay for a web-space and pay to get everything copywrited! So yeah about half three I went fuck the world! So I went to Camden, tried to see if any studios were looking for piercer :( was the result. So I brought some cider and met Matt and that on the bridge. Bumed around Camden until about half six or summat then went to Stockwell. Met a load of punks up from bornmouth, chatted to this realy nice spanish piercer bird. So then we headed in the gig. Watched some bands, played some pool (I was on the winning team every time :|) Then then it happened! I saw the fittest bird I have ever EVER seen in my life. She was the punk chick, long pink and blonde hair in platts. Labret, side lip, nose and some small ear work. The nicest sleeves ever! Like if I was to choose all the tings what would make a fit sleeve on a bird she had them. Seriously! It was all black and white work, which im not amazingly into, but this was really nicely done. She had spiderwebs comming off both shoulders, one arm had like a sull and cross bones and like lepoard print cleverly blended in and the other had like swallows and a FIT PIRATE PINUP! But she had a fuckin boyfriend! Fuckin rubbish! Ha then the eventful trip home. I was fuckin wasted, figured I better get train home and was far to broke for partys after. So feel asleep on the train. Fuckin missed my station! What a drunken cock! I woke up and I said to this guy have we gone past surbiton and he was like yah mate ages ago. So I got off with him at like claygate or summat. Went to the bus stop, stuggled to read the signs, I think I phoned the bus company or summat but the the big black guy from the train pulled up in a car and was like a go on then I'lll give you a lift if ya want. So I was like yeah fuck it, Im pritty fuckin drunk so if you rape or murder me I probally wont be that bothered. So yeah he was a well nice guy. He was around London doing business, hes in the procaess of starting up his own company and that. He sells like top of the range golf clothing. We had a well good chat. I think I told him my life story. Ha i think I even gave him my business card when I got out. I wish I could remember his name...its dicking me off! So yeah moral of the story is, fuck public transport, get in random blokes cars. You meet some well nice guys and they drop you to your door! Sweet! Over and Out. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Spunge innit! (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
12:40 am	The bridge it back, the eyebrow is out,, it makes me sad, it was my first piercing but yeah time moves on. Im really pissed now. Yo London tomorrow, cant wait, time to get back to reality. <3 for Lissy, we've become cloeser these past few weeks gonna miss her. Arg I want more metal and I wanna get laied right now. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 21st, 2006
7:43 pm	Fun fun. Woke up, bit of a headake, too much cider not enough water me thinks.Bit of work for the old man. Went to some of the old German fortification, took some pictures. Went to the army and navy stores, say a camo hoodie I want to own so I can sew crap to it. Erm Ashanti, reasured a guy who was getting his PA pierced. Drank some coffee, sold some jewellery, told a guy that his drunk brother wasnt a substantial guardian for consent then overcharged his for a Blackline BCR cos he was a cunt. Gonna go get cronk now. Over and out. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 20th, 2006
6:50 pm	Woke up, shower, bananna on toast for breakfast today. Off to the dentist, she cleaned my teeth, told me I had really nice teeth and that I had been brought up well, tho had a littly winge about all the metal in my mouth. The I got thinking aobut wheather dentist get off on teeth, like are they something they are really into and care about. Like are they attracted my peoples teeth. Sounds stupid maybe but I was like...well im a piercer and I definatly get off on piercing, err that sounds really seedy and dirty. But na I always check out birds piercings and yeah im definatly attracted by piercings, especially nipple piercings. Dunno maybe im just a weirdo...yeah probally that. I went to the old German underground hospital today and the Occupation museum to take some research photos for my next project. Dont particulary know what about but I like military shit, especially WWII, and like the practicality and constuction of military clothing particulary the Nazi stuff. They were fuckin cunts no dening that, but boy did they have some sweet looking stuff, propper clever man. Ha maybe this shit is why I get called a nazi. Then I picked up lissy and we went to try find this screen printer that used to print some stuff for me years ago, but I think she had moved. So we went to Ashanti. The PA is back to 4mm :D More metal to come Saturday woop woop! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
6:55 pm	Pritty good day today, aside from the funeral. Woke up at half seven, had a shower, had weetabix for breakfast, three if I remember. Then went to work in the town shop for an hour or so sorting stock piles. Then came home got changed into my suit and went to the funeral. Was a nice service, Dan did a nice speach, poor guy struggled to keep it together. I really hate funeral, I always have to fight back the tears, even at ones ive been to where I havent really known the person all that well. Ha maybe im an emo at heart :! Then went to the shop brought some nice bread and came home and had lunch. Smoked salmon and creem cheese, with lemon juice and black pepper! Fuckin A mate! Ha posh twat. Err then it was back to work. More fun today, loaded the van up then took stuff to the ship yard to be shipped to the Jersey shops. Then headed to the bridge shop and unladed a load of boxes there. Again with the fuckin old ladies in the way going 'Its two for fifteen pounds then Julie' NO SHIT, IM SURE WITH THE REDICULOUS SIZE OF JULIES GLASSES SHE CAN READ THE GOD DAM SIGN NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY! You say excuse me by the are always so slow to react. Anyway then I loaded up with rubbish and went to the landfill site. Was so close to getting a sea gull this time. Fuckin hate seagulls. Then was finished after that. Went home, chilled for a bit then went to see some embroiders to see if I can get some stuff done cheap. Then went to Ashanti, had a good chat with Dave about trying to bring some people over to do a suspention show with the Green Men Bikers. Then gave Claire a lift to Lissys and came home for dinner. Oh shit yeah, a load of stuff came back from the printers. PROPPER FIT! Im well pleased with it :) Im desperate to get the website up and going now so I can start trading. I think ive also decided that once everything is up and going i will approach certain shops like Bate's Motel and some Tattoo studio like INTO YOU to sell my stuff. Figured it would be worth doing as well as selling independently. Over and out. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
6:52 pm	Ah fuckin well knackering day, got woken up by my mum running in my room going wake up you've got the dentist in like half an hour! I was like what the fuck! Well actuall more like hrrrbrremm what? So had to rush up there. He stick some protective shit on my tooth where id chipped it on one of my tongue bars...shhhh dont tell my mum you'll ruin my 'Piercings are good for you' campain. Then it was straight off to work. Lifted boxes all fucking day. Knackernd now. Oh all you stupid old ladies out there (yeah im sure some tech old ladies use livejournal) WALKING SLOWLY IN FRONT OF AN ANGRY MAN WITH A BIG HEAVY BOX IS NOT BIG, FUNNY OR CLEVER! CUNTS THE LOT OF YOU, even if you are old. Thank fuck for the end of the day! Dunno the plan tonight, think im gonna head to the pub, could well do with a pint. Hopefully everyone should be down for the old open mic night down the cock and bull. Well id better go sort out a suit to wear tomorrow. Got my mates dad's funeral, pritty shit man. This is my second funeral in the last couple of months, both of mates dad's. Not quite sure what to do with my hair, I dont want to offend, or look like a nobber....think ill probally spike it up. We'll see. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 15th, 2006
1:33 pm	Ah lots of crazy shit going on at the moment.Last night was a pritty good night. Was fuckin wasted by the end of it. I've got a feeling there will be concequences from the night tho, there was a lot of unhappy people due to people getting kicked out and stuff. I do feel it was bit out of order tho that the Jersey crew got chucked out and a buch of fuckin 15yr old girls where allowed in. I like to think we have a suppotive community and we stick together and look after people when they come over and that they in turn do the same. Fuck knows some people just fuck it up. Ah I dunno, its not worth getting worked up about I suppose. There seems to be so much shit going on with my mates too. Makes me fuckin depressed, I hate seeing people I care about down. I swear as much as I love this fuckin island and have an awesome time when I come back, there is always shit going on every time. Its so weird, everything used to be so simple here, everything was perfect and it seemed like after the day I moved away every time I come back theres more shitty politics. Ah I dunno I canny be arsed to type anymore, im gonna go have a sauna and listen to some good shit get me in the mood! Woo gig tonight tho, fuckin waaahh! (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
6:19 pm	Erm not an amazing day really, but hey. Had to get up early to go pick me bro up and all his mates in the van. Rubbish. Eventually went to town for a drink with Lissy and Amy. Went up to Ashanti, ended up workin front counter as it was well busy. Put aside a new ring for my PA, figured it was about time I streched it up again after my ex made me downsize. Arg I feel ashamed to say that, I dont change shit for other people, they either like it or they dont, simple as. But hey I was big into this chick and she was a tight fit so the larger guage just wasn't working...haha can I say that...yeah fuck it. Love makes you do crazy shit. Well thats in the past so its about time we I got things back to the way they should be. Arg im in a rubbish mood. Fuckin sick of being the middle man in shitty politics between mates. Right fuck off now im going to have dinner. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
6:37 pm	Hmm so didnt start the day too well. I was in teh shower and I punched myself in the septum. Dont ask me how, I dont have a fuckin clue! Relly fuckin hurt tho! One way to wake yourself up I suppose! Breakfast consisted of irish soda bread with butter Fuckin A! Then I unladed the van and super Shang put a computer table in and delived it to my bro's house. Then came back and did some pressure cleaning. Was a bit shit, the pressure cleaner was rubbish, but hay I still get paied. Then I went to the dentist, he wasnt inpressed by the amount ot metal in my mouth. He spotted a couple of little chips in my teeth and was like 'probally from those tongue bars you have so many of them' bhaaaaha. Got some nice info on the keloiding that was forming around the exit site on the bottom of one of my piercings. Aparently it is caused by the bacteria that collects on the ball irittating the tissue. He took some picture of it so he could check next time that it hadn't got any worse. Had some fuckin ace chicken soup my dad made for lunch. His soup owns. Went to Ashanti, with the intention of sticking my tongue bars in the unltrasonic to give 'em a clean up. But forgot my spares so just drunk tea and chatted to Dave for a couple of hours. Lost track of time and realised I should probally go see Emily and Lissy. Saw them for a bit then fucked off home. Dunno plan for tonight yet, might go to Louis house party, dunno how up for it I am today, might just chill with some mates. Fuck I forgot the most important part, I took my bridge piercing out! Dont panic....who am I saying that too, does anyone even read this shit?...well yeah gonna get it re-done deeper and in man's size not stupid little 1.2mm I had in. Ah what a fuckin poofter, im disguested at myself...errrr I just farted and it smells real bad. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
1:59 pm	Todays been alright so far a wroking goes. Got up about 7 sarted at 8, no need to travel to work as I was int eh store at work. Unloaded some jeans, then loaded the van with rubbish. Then went to my dads flats and picked up and old cooker, maged to pull a super Shang and get in up into the van all my meself! Wow yeah! Then drove th big van to the ladfill site! It was fun, you feel really high up and shit. So yeah the dump, you drive in and get witghed then you drive into the landfill site. Put on my lumanous hower you spell that jacket and hat hat! Serioulsy around 50 quazuillon sea gulls! I tried to run some over, missed. Unloaded all the shit, then a man came with a big rubbish pusshy bulldoser jobbie. Then back on the scales siged some formes. Then went and picked Lissy up and dropped her at Emilys. Too nice to that girl sometimes! But we had a good chat about shit and I got to show of my mad driving skills! Then came to the town shop and lifted some boxes. Now im eating lunch in my dads office, typing shit and eating chip butty and a galaxcy muffin! Pub tonight probally, dunno im trying to save....ah fuck it...I like beer. Over and out. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 9th, 2006
12:17 am	Hmmm yeah im writing today but it was actually yesturday, but I dont wanna write about today, it wasnt really very exciting. So yeah I woke up realised I was in London again. I went to the shop and got some milk so I could have some breakfast, man there was shit all food in my house. So yeah I had a couple of weetabix. Then showered and shit. Then attempted to oraganise meeting up with Rach, was a bit of a mission, times changed around a bit, but managed to shove sound check back a bit so it all work out ok. So yeah I got the train to Waterloo to meet Rach, was slighty early so went into WH smiths, spent all of 2seconds in there, got pissed that they had no tattoo mags so went and sat on the bench outside, then Rach turned up about 30secons after that. So yeah we got the train, Rach pulled some bad ass fare dodgging skills, had a nice walk in the buff weather from surbiton to my house. Then we pierced her septum, piercing went well, then I lost the cunting connection witht the jewellery. Fuckin dick 'ed. But had a wiggle around an eventually got it through. She was a very well behaved client haha! Then we cleaned up and shit and got the bus up to Surbiton and had a good chat about some of the dickheads that inhabit the rock I spend a fair bit of my time on. Got the train to vauxhall said cheery O and went off to soundcheck. Found the venue easy enough, sound check went pritty well. The drum kit was well nice. Then re-tuned my pink furry snare cos it sounded shit. Had a couple of beers and on came the gig. Went really well, we're really well recieved by the crowd and had lots of compliments by reandomers on my drumming so that was nice. Got some beers in with the boys. Then a big fight errupted, the doorman was a complete tosser. He had a fuckin bat and was smacking people and shit. He didnt realise the concept on punk unity, that if you piss one punk off your gonna piss a lot of us off. So yeah that all kicked off, they managed to take it out into the street, got a bit more roudy and some windows got smashed in and doors got kicked in. All deserved to be fair, the venue staff we're being dick heads! And yeah eventually caught some night busses home cos I had to catch a flight the next day. That about it, had a bowl of ricicles when I got home....yeah good day in all... Current Music: Sublime innit (Comment on this)
Friday, April 7th, 2006
1:29 pm	Ha ive been on this all of couple of days and im pritty shit already! Ah well, well yeasturday was good anyway. The weather was fuckin buff so me and lissy sat by the pool and got stoned and had a some well good convos. Then got my hair sorted, didnt know who I could trust to do it back on the rock, so resorted to the ex girlfriend in the end. She did a good job actually. Err today I got up and went to the airport, had my usal fun with airport security (they just fancy me really, they love touching me up.) He managed not to knock my new surface piercings so good man. Then yeah got on a plane and read the paper....ooo im propper clever me. I had an apples juice....with ice. Didnt have the funds to stock up on duty free to sell...but ill get presents for the cancer crew of england next time. They do help pay for my education and all haha. Managed to get throgh the train without tickets which was top...I had to sneek past 3 guard! 3! See no usally they work back to front so you hide at the front but they did the oppostite today, so I had to do a quick U turn. Err yeah then I got home...some packages waiting for me woo! CD's that id ordered about a month ago, I kicked up a fuss that they were taking s long tho and made them give me free stuff. I got a free bottle opener, patch and CD..not bad if I do say so. The other parcel was a t-shirt order. Nice to finally have some shit back. Print quality isnt as nice as id like it but fucked if im going through the hassle or getting reprints again. They're still pritty fit and at least I can sell them and clear some orders. Well i cant be arsed to write any more shit. Gonna sort out another clothes orfer while im back here with my artwork. Then off to practise with the boys! Tomorrow nigths gonna own! Over and out. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
11:43 pm	Well I had a pritty good day today. I had a bit of a crazy night last night dreams wise...I dont usally remember my dreams...but I remember this one. I was really pissed off at Jack cos we had al these gigs lined up and he had got all this merch printed for the band at like x3 the price I could have to it for. And yeah I only found out about it all throgh reading myspace bulitins. Ah how shit am I...myspace was in my dreams. But yeah...I remember it..and I remember 'Toxico' were doing out merch.. and it was like costing us £8 a shirt for a one colour print. I was propper angry, I think I got in a fight with Jack in the end....all a bit shit really...I dont ever want to fight me boys! But yeah so I woke up about 9ish...decided fuck it ill go back to sleep for a bit...dint really sleep..but kinda half slept...half lay thinking about shit till about 10. Then I got up...ther was carpenters fitting my kitchen..so i went to the untility room..ha that sounds like a room batman would have for all his gismos but actually its just where we have out washing machine and where the animals sleep. So yeah I toasted some pancakes and made some tea and sat and watched prison break from the night before. Fuck I love coming home to Sky plus...so much good shit that ive missed. Fuck I hate typing pissed, I have to keep deleating and retyping stuff cos I dont want to type like a coon...haha coon..ah Guernsey. Err where was I...yeah so I did some designing for a bit....drew some good shit with pin-ups and anchors and roses then started working on a sacred heart cos that bird had asked me to do a design with one. Yeah then I had a bagel for lunch...I fuckin love bagels..especially with salmon and cream cheese. The salmon was pritty nice...Organic irish stuff...makes a change from the sainsbury's shit I buy on a student budget. Ah isnt the spelling of salmon weird? Yeah so then I had a shower..pritty late..about like 2 or summat...sea soaked my willy as you do and brushed my teath. Then I took my dog for a walk down the bridge. She fuckin loves playing fetch..I swear she never EVER gets bored of it.Then I tried to run back up the beach with her and fucked my ankle...I think I shouted fuck and then somthing along the lines of you cunt..walked for a bit then realised it was ok so chased her a bit more...realised I was unfit and smoked to many joint and gave up and walked. I really wanna get back into shape..I hate being unfit..I used to be a well good athelete...yeah I cant spell that word...or maybe I can I obviously dont know. So yeah then I came home...bit of a mission getting the dog back into the car...but we listened to some good tunes on the way homes so was reet. I cooked dinner the barn cos the electrician hadnt connected the cooker up in the kitchen yet and I had had to switch the aga off so the guy could tile around it. Then I chatted to some people on msn. Rachel was very excited about her new jewellery. Shes awesome that chick...good taste in shit..we see alike. Then Nat picked me up and we went to the pub....I was very much in a beer mood and really chugged down the pints. Conversation wasnt great.. I dont really like the cock and bull on open mic nights..I felt like I had to be carful about what I said with all my convos with people...and several time felt like id put im foot in it. Fucking Guernsey politics...why cant everyone just get along..whats with all the shit. It never used to be like this..I swear the day me and Kezzer moved away everything went to shit. That summer was the fuckin best summer ever. Everything was so perfect in my life, not a care in the world, and there was no bullshit between people. Haha ah I can talk a lot of shit when ive been drinking...I wonder if anyone will even read this. Ah I recon I might like this journal shit...I like reading about people experiences. Ah well I might cuddle up on the couch with my animals for a bit and watch some telly....Yeah thats right im fuckin single sort it out girls! I give good cuddles! And ive got new piercings in my dick that need testing out! So sort your shit out you emo fucks! Fuck I wrote well loads...my septum ring kept dipping in my pint tonight. Yeah fuck off now, who actually cares?!!! (Comment on this)